Well, I'm back in LA after an almost 1 year to the day stay in Las Vegas where I spent a lot of time on my own, talking to my dogs, drinking a little too much (per usual) and trying to figure out "What am I doing here? What is my purpose? Why can't I find a f$%r#g job?"
The only answer I came up with is that I was stuck in my LA routine and needed to be air-lifted to a place away from all my "comfortable and icky places" to sort things out. Something in my life had gone horribly wrong.
It was an "intervention" from the Universe.
Now I'm back. I have a job (Don't ask. If I told you, I'd have to....well, I think you know the rest of that sentence." I've traveled all over California, Hawaii, Guam and Saipan. I've snorkeled (an amazing undertaking) and done dozens of things that I've never even dreamed or wanted to try (with varying results). I found out I'm not peri-menopausal, just hormonal (which is still evil, but at a much younger age).
Now I'm back to the question:
What do I want to be when I grow up?
I don't know what it's called, but here's what it looks like.
Unlimited financial backing to write direct and produce the projects I choose (along with my business partner and dear friend Cathleen Alexander). Travel to amazing places all over the world. Opening an animal shelter in Saipan (they really, REALLY need one). I'd like and invite love into my life in all shapes in forms....and sex (but not in all shapes and forms/ I do have standards....stop laughing). Then general, fun, family, friends, adventure, laughter and good wine.
So, I'm putting it out there...hopefully the universe will airlift me into my dreams. And hand me a benefactor. Or make me my own benefactor (that actually sounds better to me).
I hope you also receive yours (dreams and benefactors). HERE'S TO BEING A GROWNUP!!!!
Many blessings to you all!
xoxo
Cheri
